I notice that I can only write and create entries to this blog whenever I am in a high emotional state, in short ‘adik bah!’. Hahaha! Though I really tried to write something when I am happy, more often than not I failed caused ‘words’ does not really pop-up in my brain during those moments. Just like right now, I am writing again because there is something I want to express and I’ll be exploding if I did not release it. Aha! That’s it! That’s the reason why I can only write during those times and not when I am happy. ‘Cause when I am happy, I really express myself out and give it all, I laugh till my stomach’s out.

On the serious note, blogging (if there such a word) becomes my outlet ever since I came here in Singapore. It’s really quite depressing when you’re far away from home. Haaay. Here I go again.

I wanted to meet someone but our situation makes it difficult for us to meet. You know the reason i-am-here-and-you-are-there-thingy. Add to the fact that there is nothing you can do to solve the problem or should I say I am afraid again. Being the coward-cow that I am, it is really something that I need to face.

So, what has blogging brought me – a sense of companionship, a shoulder to lean on (i.e. your comments, advices, etc) and an outlet for my thoughts.