counting down the days and my deadline is almost over. hope all will be well for the coming days. it’s just that there are some things that beyond my control. yes i guess you’re right, process and dependency matters. i just need to focus more.

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i’m not much of a coffee drinker, my friends can attest to that. you may see me at starbucks at times but I always opt for the other choices that can be found from the different varieties of coffee they offer. however, these days i need to keep my self alert or else i might find myself jobless in one corner. hehehe. i’m beginning to love this white coffee we bought. needless to say, coffee makes my day alive.

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if only i can return whatever i received – in a form not more and not less. maybe things is not as complicated as it is now. i wish it’s simple as that.

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it’s only a few weeks and i will be home again. yeheeeey! i hope it will be a memorable one, me being a balik-bayan. hahaha. i wish i could fulfill those 10 things i missed the most i listed below. just wishing.

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i wished i am strong. darn, that was an incorrect phrase – it should be i thought i was strong but i was wrong – cause when it comes to you i am still weak.

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i think i owe you an explanation or least a clarification for the decision i’ve made. i’m sorry if it didn’t turned out the way we expect it to be or should i say, the result was way too far from the battle plan we had. it’s not that i was scared or something, i just thought this is the right thing to do and besides i always ask God to guide me to the right path – and I trust Him. thanks for the wisdom. really appreciate it.

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sana nandyan ako sa tabi mo ngayon para damayan ka. i really feel for you, i’ve been there and it’s really hard… kung pwede lang sana ako na lang… all i can do now is to let you know i’m here always…