Finally I decided to smile. Yippee! This maybe the last entry that I will be talking about myself in a flesh. Hehehe. Kakapagod maging seryoso, kasi naman lage ko iniisip na ayaw kung makasakit ng tao at di bale ng ako yung masaktan. Haay. Eversince kasi I was born puro kadramahan na lang ang nangyayari pero ngayon I want to think in a different perspective, I just want to enjoy life, bahala na kung anong mangyari kinabukasan basta ang gusto ko maging masaya habang nabubuhay sa mundo. Hehehe!

All the entries that were published from this blog were so sad, depressed, dejected and low-spirited. I reveal too much of what I feel, thinking that the world was against me. For the past few months I was so weak, fragile and helpless. They say “Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength. While loving someone deeply gives your courage.” I have the courage but I don’t have the strength. Haaay! I read a poem lately which closely describe what I feel at those times and I want to share to you

I’ve been hurt, Lord.
I have loved and received nothing in return.
I have tried hard to care and failed often.
I have been warm and received a cold shoulder.
I have been through it, Lord.
I’ve fallen on my face.
I’ve banged my shins.
I’ve been bruised.
Look, Lord, I’m all covered with scars!

Buti na lang I have tons of friends that I can count on na kahit wala ako naikwekwento andyan sila that’s why I dedicate this entry to them.

To you, thank you for everything. You may not know it but I was so happy knowing you.Thank you for sharing your time with me at those days when I was so down. I will never forget those times that you gave me. I will always remember you for being so sweet, thoughtful and kind, sana sana… haaay (ayaw ko na… malulungkot nanaman ako.. ). I appreciate every single moment that you shared with me. I always enjoy your company, sana kahit minsan maulet yung mga paglabas natin, meron ka na kasing ibang kasama eh. I will always be true to the promises I’ve made. Nandito pa rin po ako lage for you. THANK YOU po sobra!

To you, kaparehas talaga kita ng wavelength. Hehehe. Ang saya mo kasama. Partner talaga kita sa pagcocommit ng krimen. Hahaha. Sa susunod na trip san kaya? hehehe. Hindi ko pa nasasabe sa ‘yo to pero thanks po.

To you, what can I say, thank you for making me smile at those times. Thank you for making me realizes that I am who I am. Thank you for reminding to be independent once again. You may not know my problems most of the time but you’re there to make me smile. I will never forget your quote. hehehe

To you, thank you for all those comments even though it hurts me. Reality bites! Tsk tsk tsk! Sensya na hindi na ako nakakasabay pag-uwe, hehehe.

To you, thank you for sticking with me. Sobrang tagal na ng pinagsamahan natin at hanggang ngayon solid pa rin. Thanks thanks po talaga. I hope I can return all the favor you gave me. Ingats po lage.

To all my Friday Gimik Barkada, grabe sobrang saya kayo kasama na kahit walang tulog ang saya pa rin. Hehehe. Tara tara ulet kahit saan! Minsan sa mas malayo naman. Hmmm, how about sa amen? Hehehe.. saka na lang paayos ko pa yung kubo namen. Hehehe.

Well, after a storm a rainbow lies ahead – hope i can see it soon…